29 november 2009

today i sad and no mood for the whole day.... i saw ning with another guy eating... i know she go out with he and i know they eat at there but i also want to go because i want to meet she... i so happy because can saw she but i am sad because she din saw me... i duno wat can i do tat time... after a while they leave le... i din hav mood to eat and i suddenly cry... i duno why i will like tat... i dun wan to let other to know i cry,i juz keep it in my eyes and cry in my heart... i wipe my tears and din hav mood to eat anymore... i juz chat v my friend and tell he wat i feel... i put my lunch away from me... i juz keep see the place that they sitting juz now... i sad... ning... izit one chance also cant gv to me... i really want to take care u and i very love u... ning... please... i promise i wont make any mistake anymore... i put u at the 1st place and listen to everything from u... ning.. i really hope i can have a chance back 2gether with u again... i love u.... i will wait u until the world end... i really very miss u.... god... why u gv me a hope but make me sad at the last... i really duno wat can i do and wat should i do.... ning.. i love u....