21 november 2009(night)

at afternoon i very happy... finally i know wan ning at where le.... she at kl... i try call to her kl house,she answer it... i very happy... i told she,i want she love me once again... i go kl find she and accompany she for a week.... i want accompany she do anything as she like.... i very happy,i take a bag and put few cloth into it... i drive car as fast as i can to reach kl.... but when i reach it,she don't want to meet me... she lie me that she already back to mentakab.... i know she lie me because she don't want to meet me... i don't know what can i do... i just stand in front her house and wait... i waited around 2hours thn i already lack energy... my dad call me back le... my wrist blood come out coz gt water go in... so pain... that time is raining.... then i drive back... i drive very slow because rain heavily....on the way i back,i almost accident... when i drive suddenly my hand very pain... luckily ning beside me... i don't dare to die yet... ning... when u can back my side ?? i really very miss u... i waiting for your answer.... i love u !!