22 november 2009(night)

this night is a lonely night... i am too boring and nothing i can do... i plan to go kl find ning again.... i scare she don't want to meet me again... i scare i will make she angry if i do that again.... that again means i stand in front her house and wait for she... so i plan to fetch ming go karak... after that,i ask ming,did he want to go genting with me ?? thn he told me,its ok... he can go... i so happy... when i arrive genting,i just walking around with ming... i want to keep the memory when i with ning go genting... i walking back where we have a sweet memory there.. i sit on the place that we sit before... i chatting with ming about me and ning... i told he,i very love she.... i really don't understand why we will become like this... i just do what me and ning do at genting before... i want to memorize it back... i walking here and there until 4.30am thn i only back room and sleep... i so miss ning... when she only will come back my side ??