20 november 2009(night)

ning... y u wan to hurt me ?? i really can do anything for u... today,i dy plan wan fetch u go c movie,shopping and do anything u like..... nw u treat me like tat,i decided to die.... why my dad come and save me ?? i dont nid any rescue,i juz nid ning to back 2gether v me.... my hand bleeding,my tears also drop... i really very sad... i gt tell u b4,u r my everything... i cant live without u... nw i wan to prove tat wat i say nt a joke... whole day didn't eat,but i din feel hungry... u say u dun wan 2gether v me because me are too childish... nt me childish,i used all the way to make u gv me a chance... but u didn't gv me also... i sad,didn't eat,drink,sleep.... i keep all the feeling inside my heart,did u know why ?? because i wan u live with happiness,no sadness appear in your life... nw my hand are pain but i hope u can come and see me,i hope i can kneel u and ask for a chance from u... did i have this kind of chance ?? i still waiting... i hope,i can have it... if really god dun want to give me a chance to ask forgive from u,i willing to die... i wont die at house,i will run away and die... i dun want to have anyone rescue me anymore... today i really very silly,i beg ning d bf to gv ning back to me... izit me too silly ?? maybe leaving will b the best solution for me....