21 november 2009(morning)

ning... nw me hurt dy... why u didn't come see me ?? i really very sad to hear about it... wat can i do,juz can write it in my blog... i hope 1 day u will c it.... my blood bleeding from last nite until this morning... i wipe it till morning... i hope u will come see me... this morning,my dad take me go see doctor...doctor say my hand is injured very deep... if wan recover,i muz get treatment from he... i don't want it... i want ning come see me... i want ning come and care me... i hope she will back together with me.... doctor gv me some medicine and tell me if i get treatment,it will recover around 8-10 days....if i didn't get treatment,i wont recover... once touch it or use some energy,the blood will come out... i din't care about it !!! i din mind to die !! i juz want ning come back my side... i cant eat those medicine coz hav to eat 1st... i dont want to eat... i want to punish myself... ning... when u will back to my side ?? i love u...