19 december 2009

more thn 1 week i didnt write blog le.... not coz i didnt have time... is coz i trying to forget u,ning..... i try my best but it really hard for me... u r too important for me... i cant forget u even i am in a dream.... maybe u happy now and already forget me.... why u can forget me so easily ?? izit our love already fade ?? but i can tell u,i still very love u... where u go ?? i very miss u... in msn u didnt online,in facebook,i cant even c u... where did u go ?? where u go i also will wait and always love u... ning.... in my heart no one can replace u... i write tis blog coz i didnt dare to tell anyone wat i feel nw... i juz can write it in my blog... i hope u r safe and will come back my side 1 day.... ning,i love u.... every moment we 2gether,every second we 2gether are still fresh in my mind... it juz like happen it yesterday.... i wont mind wat happen to us before,i juz wan back 2gether with u.... every nite,i juz can sleep early coz i wish we can meet on my dream.... ning,please dont leave me...i cant accept this fact !!! your smile,your angry,your sweet always in my heart... i love u....

10 december 2009

today is 63days le... i really dun wish u leave me.... i really dun wish we cant together le.... please !! no one will know wat i feel and how sad am i.... i keep smile and try not to think about it anymore... people will think i already forget about it but no one will know the true.... maybe until the end day for me also no one will know it.... ning,i wan u come back.... but u try to forget me... izit really no chance anymore ?? i willing to give up anything... real !! not a joke !!! in my heart only have u.... give me time to prove it !! come back !!! haiz..... duno wat to write and say le.... i love u,ning.... good nitez.....

09 december 2009

today is 62days le.... why u still haven come back ?? izit me so bad ?? u block me and delete me from ur list.... u din wish me can c wat u doing ?? today whole day i very sleepy... tired... wat i also din do... juz sleep at working place... too tired... my mind tired,body tired.... i duno wat should i do to make u come back my side... my brain gonna blow soon.... i cant think anything...... god !! please help me !! ning,i love u..... good nitez.....

08 december 2009

why the same thing happen to my friend ?? why this world girl all become like tis.... so sad... i accompany my friend last nite... we drink beer and sharing each other problem... anything we can gv but y girl wont satisfied ?? ning,i love u... i dont wan u to leave me... i sad... today is 61 days le... when only u will come back my side ?? i still waiting for u.... ning... i hope u will truely love me after this... muacks.... i love u....

07 december 2009

ning... 60days le.... izit me not worth for u to love me once more ?? this question i keep ask myself.... i duno wat should i do... izit i too rush already ?? i gv u pressure ?? if like tat,i wat also dun wan to do... i juz wait... but i scare u already forget me... u forget got me waiting at aside.... ning,i dun wan u to get hurt... someone tell me,if u know the one u love is in a relationship that cant let she get happiness,you should take she come out... tat is wat u should do coz u love she... tat is the love u give she... ning,did u understand ?? until nw,u din understand ?? i din like to talk ppl bad word d... but i dy make it so clear,cant u c it ?? u still dun understand ?? omg !! i dun wan u to get hurt.... ning,i will stay aside and wait for u... i love u,ning... good nitez...

06 december 2009

ning... sry... today i open ur facebook account... sry... i didnt do anything also... i juz add back my id... i imagine we together again le... like tis also wrong ?? why u so angry ?? izit me not worth for u to love anymore ?? i do anything for u... love u... gv u everything u want,also wrong ?? 1 chance also cant give ?? even u tell me,u din love me... i also din care it... coz i love u... i love u until i cant control myself.... did u know ?? izit me very stupid ?? but i din think so... coz in my mind,do thing for my loved one,is not stupid thing... i feel very happy and "xing fu" when i can do thing make u happy... i love to c u happy... i want u to happy... u r too important for me... when u will know it ?? when u will forgive me ?? when u will c tis blog and understand wat i feel ?? i hope the day come soon... today is the 59days le... ning,i dun wan to wait anymore... i hope 2morrow morning,u tell me u love me.... and back v me... i love u... good nitez...

05 december 2009

the day coming soon... izit in ur heart really no place for me ?? i really dont know wat to do... u really dun wan to meet me anymore ?? i really very sad to know it... wat can i do ?? i really dont know... can anyone tell me ?? god !!! please help me !! i juz can wait... i juz can buy present for she... she willing to take my present but y she dun wan to meet me ?? i love u,ning... please dont treat me like tat... i almost crazy !!! please !!! ning... please come back my side !! i wait for u... i hope u will c tis and contact me soon... i miss u very much... i love u !!

04 december 2009

whole day ning din find me at all... din chat v me or scold me... izit she already forget me ?? please dont !! i dun wan in ur heart,me also not anyone for u... i wish i can be ur prince or anyone that very important for u... i nid u very much... did u nid me ?? i hope the answer is yes... did u miss me ?? i hope the answer is yes... will u tell me this ?? am i important for u ?? today i juz work oni... while i work,i think many thing... i think how to make u happy... how to make u back to my side... suddenly i remember that u tell me,u very like new cloth... u hope u can wear new cloth everyday... thn i take few new cloth for ning... will she like it ?? because she think my taste is damm bad !! not qualify yet... but never mind... i know she will like it... if she didn't like it,she also will hang it on the cupboard.. but at least she willing to receive present from me... i already very happy... ning,i hope 1 day we can together again... i love u 4ever !!!

03 december 2009

2month almost arrive... i really scare of the day.... every night having my nightmare.... nightmare make me cant sleep well every night... it become worse and worse... how could i suffer like tis ?? but for ning,maybe she can sleep well every night... did she think of me ?? i really want to know... i hope the answer is yes.... ning,i want to buy a O.D.M watch for you... will u like it ?? i buy it 2 pcs.. because i hope 1 day we can wear it together and go out shopping... will u appreaciate wat i buy to u ?? will u keep it ?? or when everytime u use it,u will think of me ?? i really hope u will think me...today i write a story for u too... i think we juz like moon and sky d relation... u know wat means ?? me juz like the moon... even sky did wat to moon,moon also wont leave the sky... ning... did u understand ?? i wont leave u coz i love u... i wont mind how much i have to afford first... i will satisfied if u can feel it... i love u,ning....

02 december 2009

almost 2 month we break up le.... izit no chance to back together ?? if u want to play,it already enough... ning,i very miss u... did u know ?? u din miss me at all ?? please dun hurt me anymore... i very sad when u tell me,u betray me or wat... please... i hope u will c this blog... but u tell me,u wont check it... u wont read it !! izit too cruel ?? cant u give me a chance to back together ?? i duno what can i do...i know,i just can wait... i will wait till the day we together again.... i so tired not coz of i chase u... did u know,every night i have nightmare... i dream many thing... i dream u leave me d moment... i dream u say those hurt me d thing infront of me... why ?? why i cant dream about we sweet d moment... i really sad... every night i cant sleep well.... i keep wake up.... sometimes,i afraid to sleep again... i just sit on the bed and wait until morning..... ning... please come back my side... i dont want to suffer anymore.... i dont want u to leave me.... i dont want u to learn become bad.... i love u... i wont care,how u did to me before.... i love u !! i swear i will treat u as best as i could !!! i give u all my time.... i love u !!

01 december 2009

today is a moody day... ning hurt me last nite... she say something seriously hurt me.... but i din mind... i think she juz wan make me forget about she or she juz wan to test me.... ning... today once again u told me about u betray me.... i so sad... i think it a while... finally i make a decision... i very love she so i wont care what she did to me... now she honest to me,me should be more happy.... i juz send her a msg in facebook.. i tell she,i wont mind wat she do to me before... i juz wan she together with me... i wont mind it... i will "bao rong" everything of she coz i very love she.... ning,i really love u... i swear !! all i write on blog is real !! i din add more or wat... all from my heart... until nw i will wait for u... i promise you,i wont find another gal except than u... i wont married,i wont !! ning,i love u.... now i use 1 handphone number only... the other number i dun wan to use already coz it cant check handphone bills... start from this second,every month i will send my handphone bills to give u see.... i want you to know,even we not together i wont find any girls... i know time can prove it... i cant do anything,i juz can wait... ning,i will wait u... maybe u think i am stupid and u will tell me,u not worth for me to do so... in my heart,no one can replace u... for me,i do all this is worth and i think i still do it not good enough... i will do it more better... give me some time... i love u !!