20 jan 2010

nw is 1.00am.... i juz wake up from sleep.... when i back from work,i juz slp... almost everyday i also did the same... nt coz i tired,is coz of i scare lonely,scare the feel.... nw i juz living in alone d world.... no one care me,no one know me,no one understand me... i duno wat should i do... maybe this is the 1st time i love deeply and i get hurt.... 1st time... i wake up,dady buy "choo chang fen" for me... tat tmn rimba d... when i start to eat it,i remember about u,ning.... i miss u... i still remember gt 1 time,when i hungry at nite,u buy this to me.... i remember... while i eat it,i cant keep my feel... i cry... i really duno why i will like tis.... ning,i wanna tell u.... "i hate bitch but not u,i hate love but i love u,i hate wait but i willing to wait u" i hope u will understand this.... i will wait u... in my heart,u is my only,wont change forever.... i love u.....

19 december 2009

more thn 1 week i didnt write blog le.... not coz i didnt have time... is coz i trying to forget u,ning..... i try my best but it really hard for me... u r too important for me... i cant forget u even i am in a dream.... maybe u happy now and already forget me.... why u can forget me so easily ?? izit our love already fade ?? but i can tell u,i still very love u... where u go ?? i very miss u... in msn u didnt online,in facebook,i cant even c u... where did u go ?? where u go i also will wait and always love u... ning.... in my heart no one can replace u... i write tis blog coz i didnt dare to tell anyone wat i feel nw... i juz can write it in my blog... i hope u r safe and will come back my side 1 day.... ning,i love u.... every moment we 2gether,every second we 2gether are still fresh in my mind... it juz like happen it yesterday.... i wont mind wat happen to us before,i juz wan back 2gether with u.... every nite,i juz can sleep early coz i wish we can meet on my dream.... ning,please dont leave me...i cant accept this fact !!! your smile,your angry,your sweet always in my heart... i love u....

10 december 2009

today is 63days le... i really dun wish u leave me.... i really dun wish we cant together le.... please !! no one will know wat i feel and how sad am i.... i keep smile and try not to think about it anymore... people will think i already forget about it but no one will know the true.... maybe until the end day for me also no one will know it.... ning,i wan u come back.... but u try to forget me... izit really no chance anymore ?? i willing to give up anything... real !! not a joke !!! in my heart only have u.... give me time to prove it !! come back !!! haiz..... duno wat to write and say le.... i love u,ning.... good nitez.....

09 december 2009

today is 62days le.... why u still haven come back ?? izit me so bad ?? u block me and delete me from ur list.... u din wish me can c wat u doing ?? today whole day i very sleepy... tired... wat i also din do... juz sleep at working place... too tired... my mind tired,body tired.... i duno wat should i do to make u come back my side... my brain gonna blow soon.... i cant think anything...... god !! please help me !! ning,i love u..... good nitez.....

08 december 2009

why the same thing happen to my friend ?? why this world girl all become like tis.... so sad... i accompany my friend last nite... we drink beer and sharing each other problem... anything we can gv but y girl wont satisfied ?? ning,i love u... i dont wan u to leave me... i sad... today is 61 days le... when only u will come back my side ?? i still waiting for u.... ning... i hope u will truely love me after this... muacks.... i love u....

07 december 2009

ning... 60days le.... izit me not worth for u to love me once more ?? this question i keep ask myself.... i duno wat should i do... izit i too rush already ?? i gv u pressure ?? if like tat,i wat also dun wan to do... i juz wait... but i scare u already forget me... u forget got me waiting at aside.... ning,i dun wan u to get hurt... someone tell me,if u know the one u love is in a relationship that cant let she get happiness,you should take she come out... tat is wat u should do coz u love she... tat is the love u give she... ning,did u understand ?? until nw,u din understand ?? i din like to talk ppl bad word d... but i dy make it so clear,cant u c it ?? u still dun understand ?? omg !! i dun wan u to get hurt.... ning,i will stay aside and wait for u... i love u,ning... good nitez...

06 december 2009

ning... sry... today i open ur facebook account... sry... i didnt do anything also... i juz add back my id... i imagine we together again le... like tis also wrong ?? why u so angry ?? izit me not worth for u to love anymore ?? i do anything for u... love u... gv u everything u want,also wrong ?? 1 chance also cant give ?? even u tell me,u din love me... i also din care it... coz i love u... i love u until i cant control myself.... did u know ?? izit me very stupid ?? but i din think so... coz in my mind,do thing for my loved one,is not stupid thing... i feel very happy and "xing fu" when i can do thing make u happy... i love to c u happy... i want u to happy... u r too important for me... when u will know it ?? when u will forgive me ?? when u will c tis blog and understand wat i feel ?? i hope the day come soon... today is the 59days le... ning,i dun wan to wait anymore... i hope 2morrow morning,u tell me u love me.... and back v me... i love u... good nitez...